Abit of smiles, abit of frowns? so yea. I had lotsa fun lately. "Class outing" at Vivo was cool. They celebrated my belated birthday. And they bought me a lovely swensens icecream cake. After went ta Town. And had fun all the way till 10.30pm.
Sleepover at Jowong was cool too. Midnight walks and all. But sadly, we all turned sick after that.
Then went out with a grp of regionD peeps to go catch stepup. Joannas, Mathieu, Felice, Samheng. Later we met up with BrotherSoh, then headed to prata hse. No doubt. We had fun.
Well, in the midst of having all these F.U.N, getting to know that my brother is turning to NS soon, spoils the mood.
Yesterday, while having my usual casual chats with my bro in he's room, AuntyJoy entered he's room with a letter in her hands. "Ohno. Shawn, your letter. Your Ns letter." "The date" Its kinda weird I didn't felt worried at first. Perharps I was confident that he'll only enter on the hmm. Lets say, somewhere, February? He slowly flips the pages of paper. And there. 16Dec2006 Wth. I was freaking pissed for that moment ohkay.
(bare with me. it'll be kinda dramatic here. just wna extend my feelings. thats all)
So I guess after youthcamp, my late nights will be plain boring? No more chats, gossiping, logical talks, lectures with my Brother. This house will be so quiet. How ever am I gna stand the stillness, when Im so used to having Brother around, lightening up my life? And that fear of being alone. Getting my parents saved. Will it come haunting me again? I guess maybe, just maybe, God wants to strengthen my faith? Maybe this will be another what I call, challenging trial. Saturday Nights, Prayer Nights with my brother. I hope you'll stay at it is now. Being that Enthu-20yr old guy-who loves God person. Dont bring back the darkness. Ive/ We've once gone through it. I dont want to go through it agn. I'll be praying real hard, I promise. RegionD will wait for you to come back. To share the wonderful stories! Like always, I love you BrotherSoh. I'll appreciate these few days, countdown to 16dec. Cherish your pressence. Dont worry about me. I'll guard my heart. Be a good/best sister. You'll be proud of me. Guaranteed (: But be sure to be HOME FOR CHRISTMAS! <3
